Okay, for those friends who had been my friend in Twitter, maybe you saw I mention this on my account in the past time. And, it’s true. I still feel galau until now. Terribly g-a-l-a-u.
Note: I don’t know what is ‘galau’ in English. Maybe ‘shocking soul’, ‘shocking feeling’, or something like that? =___=;
I never felt this feeling before. On the past time, I think galau just wasting our time. ‘Ngapain sih galau-galau?’, that was came on my mind when I heard my friend galau.
But now, the effect comes against me. That damn galau feeling.
Let’s talk about that person, the person who is the only one who can makes me feel galau like this. She’s so perfect in my eyes. I think she can do anything better than me. I’m nothing compared to her.
Yeah, I adore her. I ADORE her so much! I love her work. I viewing her Facebook page almost everyday. I don’t know if I look like stalker or not. Whatever.
And then comes that damn envy feelings. I know I must let them vanished, or that feelings will ruin my soul into piece. That’s not her fault to have all intelligence like that, it’s my fault who can persuade my emotion.
The top of that is… everything turns into galau. One thing that interfere my mind is I am scare that galau will ruin my life too. Oh yes, even if I adore someone SO MUCH, I still have my own life.
I don’t know how to finish this problem. Anyone can help me? ._.
P.S: Sorry for any grammatical error. I try to use English just because of HER.